And I don't need to carry All the things I've done wrong All the things I've done right Look at the man you see now Hasn't always been strong Hasn't always been bright I'm just asking for order (oh) Begging for wisdom Pleading for something To alleviate all of that doubt Feels like the roof's caving in After all of this shit I'd be thankful to have it To endow a gift from above A gift from above Feels like the roof's caving in After all of this shit I'd be thankful to have it To endow a gift from above A gift from above It's hard to reason with me I can always see cons All the good things fade out Even in dreams I don't win I don't even get bronze All my tears fall out Just asking for order Begging for wisdom Pleading for something To alleviate all of that doubt Feels like the roof's caving in After all of this shit I'd be thankful to have it From endow a gift from above A gift from above Feels like the roof's caving in After all of this shit I'd be thankful to have it To endow a gift from above A gift from above