So many sad songs that I've written So many people have the spotlight that I've given Depression killed the boy that kept on wishing That one day he'll feel happy So thank you for making everything so real Thank you for a life that's not ideal Thank you So many repeats of addictions So many feelings I've destroyed from past decisions Expression put me in some awful positions And that's what made me, me So thank you for making everything so real Thank you for a life that's not ideal Thank you for all the wrong things right on time Thank you for making me feel so alive Thank you for evеrything You do it all for me Thank you for everything Evеrything