Ben Lawrence

Im Not Okay

Ben Lawrence


Tom: C

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   (Three, two, one,)
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(go)
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[Verse 1]
Em        G           C
I met you when I gave up
Em          G          C
You made me feel I was enough
Em         G       C
And it was  easy to love you
                Em
But now I don't want to
G               C
Hold back these thoughts anymore
Em        G                C
Remember when I picked you up
Em        G                C
I told myself you were the one
Em           G
Why did this happen?
       C
Now my thoughts are crashing
    Em          G           C
But falling and hitting the floor


[Chorus]
Em G     C
I  loved you
                   Em G     C
More than I thought I could do
                 Em  G  C
I didn't think I needed to
            Em         G             C
Cover up my eyes and imagine someone new
G   Em  C
Now you left
                   G  Em C
And put me in this awful place
                 G    Em C
I'm holding onto what we had
                G
Now I feel this pain
    Em       C
And I'm not okay


[Verse 2]
Em            G                  C
There's a new rain that's coming down
Em            G             C
I just can't get up off the ground
Em            G
And I've been crying a lot
    C          Em               G                 C
And praying to God that you and I would work this out
Em        G               C
I used to love to feel my heart
Em          G               C
But now the space is really hard
Em                    G
I thought things were different
    C                 Em         G         C
Now I see a vision of me driving off in my car


[Chorus 2]
Em G     C
I  loved you
                    Em    G   C
But now my heart is black and blue
                        Em   G  C
I don't think that I'll make it through
           Em          G
I'm on the floor of my bathroom
    C
And I cannot move
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Mmm,
G   Em   C
I'm not okay,
G  Em  C
Oh
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Oh ooooooooooooooooh


[Instrumental]
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[Outro]
G  Em      C
 I'm still waiting
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And I'm not okay (but I want you here)
G       Em    C