You think that you can just count me out? No indecision left to think about? I'm done with keeping silence in my mouth This thoughtless drought is so out of touch with the things you confide in You play games in your head While I'm stuck losing them Hold your knife to my throat No cuts, it's all for show Jump in and out of place No room to fall and bruise Kept all my focus straight Yet I'm still last to move Why do I pretend to keep caring When I know I'll never keep my peace? I pretend to keep caring When I know you'll never let this be I know you'll never let this be Rummage through my thoughts Organize the knots, connect every dot I'm locked away inside my own grave Tear out something great, patch it up with hate just to fill the space I'm staring at the floor Feeling really sore I've been here before What I'll never understand is Why do I pretend to keep caring When I know I'll never keep my peace? I pretend to keep caring When I know you'll never let this be Why do I pretend to keep caring When I know I'll never keep my peace? I pretend to keep caring When I know you'll never let this be