Night rises through the light Everything is shadow but The grey sky seems so bright I'm living in a dream A dream that's too real For many years have passed me by All I've loved is lost I can not count the days I can not count the hours I live within a mystery That dies with me at dawn And I am lost again Nothing is real Nothing here is real at all I'm left alone to count the days (and) Violently You tore the heart from me And I bleed the things I feel Leaving nothing but a shell of what was Silently You tore the world from me And I watch it turn to ash In the fires of a dream that did not last It's not easy now Watching from this distant place That breathes within my skin This grief is all my own The cemetery gates Open like a lovers arms Familiar as the rain And foreign as the sun Everything is real Everything seems far too real I'm left alone to count the days (and) I once felt trust in your arms I once held faith in these bonds I was left there with my pain to find my way Now I wonder where you've gone and who you are