Eager To Grow

Every dream I ever had
I lost when I left there
her picture displayed in my mind
now an emptiness is there
meaning exchanged for dispair
withdrawn from feeling anything at all
i swore that i wouldn't forget her smile
but time took that away
well everything happens for a reason
this is all i've got to believe in 
once again it seems that no one is to blame
waves crashin'
as the lake blackens
i lost the world that surrounded you