Oh, I I've cried a couple hundred nights And I'll probably cry a hundred more From tryna live a diamond life And you You know you did the best you could I know you blame yourself at times But it's too late to knock on wood And I love you so much, so much that it hurts But that don't mean I'm gonna censor my words Yeah, I messed up, I messed up again But I swear my heart is as gold as it gets Mama told me to look to heaven It’s a dark, dark world It's a dangerous place for a girl like you But mama, I don’t belong to heaven 'Cause I’ve sold my soul a long time ago just like you Maybe life Life is just a learning curvе To get you in the nicest hеarse Or maybe it just ends on earth And I love you so much, so much that it hurts But that don't mean I'm gonna censor my words Yeah, I messed up, I lost all my friends But I swear my heart is as gold as it gets Mama told me to look to heaven It’s a dark, dark world It's a dangerous place for a girl like you But mama, I don’t belong to heaven 'Cause I’ve sold my soul a long time ago just like you Mama