My heart is bleeding I feel so empty and my face is smashed Into a wounded smear My youth was fleeting I know life now And seen in snatched away into a tear And how the pit of my being Was deceived into believing Can't forget what I've seen For so long lost in a dream God, I feel so sick Don't wanna share her kiss with the people I know of She's my only love The harlotry she's quit I must forget the shit that I know of 'Twas before our love But sometimes late at night I wonder Why she once charged Men to be her lover Forgetting the past, it's all asunder Realize the past is but a dream