With or within But not without Baptized in sin And blessed with doubt Most nights I hardly know myself Sometimes I feel like someone else Was I ever good enough for you There's always someone I'm tryna live up to I can never get to you You always seem closer in the rearview Underneath all apathy You're woven into my tapestry Did you ever love me at all? Sometimes I start to lose control Was I ever good enough for you There's always someone I'm tryna live up to I can never get to you You always seem closer in the rearview You love me I love you You don't love me anymore I still do I'm sorry I'm trying I hate it when you catch me crying You love me I love you You don't love me anymore I still do I'm sorry I'm trying I hate it when you catch me crying