Here goes nothing

i will scream until my voice goes out 
i wander like a ghost for anyone that will pay attention 
so take these words and tell a story of a kid that fell from glory 
fell asleep with pen in hand 2am in a crowded van 
dreaming of a life other than the one that scares him to death 
and he's been running from 
a 20 minute window to look inside of me 
out here on the table for you to see 
here goes nothing 
here goes everything