I cannot live throught this times It's hide in my face, how can leave this behind This moster I've feed consumes my past I know I must forgive, but it's hard I'm doing my best Destroyed by heartache Love is my desire yeah This trying keeps in vain Psychotic war, in my brain I thought that time would leave my pain But it's growing inside me, I am drowning again It's a ballad of suicide game I'm dying for love her and no one can save me Destroyed by heartache Love is my desire shit This trying is in vain Goddam I have to change This suffered life is slashing me To love is a cycle of resistance Destroyed by heartache My intolerance must fade I've already catched the signs I've already Swallow my pride It never hurts like before It's another pain to bore It's already painted in my eyes There's something killing me inside My chest will explode here Someone like her just isn't real Isn't Real Isn't Real Isn't Real Psychotic war I feel