Alone tonight Please forgive me I'm not the same My brain was wrapped up in these games I filled my body with no self- control I took the punch and it bruised my soul I took a breath and I filled my lungs I needed out so I took the plunge How do I feel I can feel the wind around my skin How do I feel I peeled my cold heart open When you look around the room Can you see illusions too Just like a mouse in a little cage Spinning wheel for a hungry snake I found a rabbit and he took my hand And pulled me up frrom th sinking sand How do I feel I can feel the wind around my skin How do I feel I peeled my cold heart open