I live all alone leaving minutes off I won't talk, I travel thinking About me, changing something out of this But this exists before you and me Swim in this mud But I am wrong again One in a million of solitudes I can't climb my stairs Trapped by the heaviest mask I won't spread my chest Pumping between anger and lust I pray the Lord to rest But my hearts still beats I have become to feel so weird so Far, so strange in this viscous life Roots over me drowning, choking Life, I must dry, fall And feed the grass before I burn But I am wrong again I can't climb my stairs I won't spread my chest But my heart still beats Now that I am all alone I know that I've always been I will always be I don't pretend otherwise I am getting old and something I don't know Sucks my sap, consumes my old smile An immortal hell with demons That feed on dull years A life, that is death Doesn't end if you don't breathe I look back and the road Seems so curved and rough Before me all is straight I thrashed you, you loved me But I owned my reason Over and over I tried to conceal What in me should be less Than a simple fear Older and colder We just approach to fall