Once again I am looking (at) the sun I want to feel what I have here inside Suffocation with the air in here Hide between all the pain Seeking through (a) chamaleonic filiations The invisible color of the emptiness Trips around secret flaws They delay the universe Waking up in the real, waking up (now) Coming down with the fear, coming down Like the end of creation From the dark piece of life I will follow the essence I am made of remains Involution in reverse, its me Hidden mask cross the mute zone of life Shine in my own denial of mind I hurry in descendant Waking up in the real, waking up now Coming down with the fear, coming down I’m nothing more - nothing more than less Incongruous - insubstantial The gestures are - without their movement They come from the past - from darkest sides In the contours - the forms created By themselves - they disappear in here And now its (the) fusion - of the shine It’s completed when dies - the light I never want to feel this, it feels unreal But I can see the light, it comes with fear Is the dream gone? This revelation? Consciousness in delirium, Can I feel now? An empty gaze blocks the creation Strange experience, voiceless void Obsessed creation It all comes back, am I falling? Reading my mind, the shades of night Am I dying? Could paranoia kill me now? Chaotic path, I’m destined To collapse Surrealistic symphony takes me I’m waiting for the final act... In the espiral