i was driving up the northbound its so lonely here in texas missed the changing of the seasons blow you away its a cold and dark december frost is nipping at my fingers when distance takes its toll you pull fast away my darling i know when morning shares its light and snow has finally come this peace is not quite and i am not home im checking my list twice and cursing at the cold cause i am not fine and this is not home i have takin you for granted i have takin more than i gave i have takin all your love and thrown it away but if i cut through the silence and listen deep i can still hear you breathing softly in my sheets there is safety in that sound, promise in each breathe that as long as i breath i will love you to death when morning shares its light and snow has finally come this peace is not quite and i am not home im checking my list twice and cursing at the cold cause i am not fine and this is not home every cell signals distress my minds unalert my muscles are so tense digging deep to find what i need yet stuck on the surface cause im afraid to leave bitter winds push me below this christmas i follow lets see where this hole goes