I can taste something bitter in the sweetness There's an aching in my lungs, 'cause I'm not breathing I break myself to pieces, test my patience Craving just a little validation When will I start feeling like I'm good enough for you Only happy if you're happy for me Dying every second you ignore me Now all my self-worth depends on you When did I become so desperate? When did I become so insecure? I hate myself so you can love me more When did I become so desperate? Desperate, desperate (oh, when did I become?) Break the mirror on my bedroom door How much longer can I do this for, do this for? Scared that nothing that I say is gonna convince me Need to hear it come from you, or I don't sleep I spend my free time wishing I was different New identities and new beginnings I don't know what I'm supposed to do When did I become so desperate? When did I become so insecure? I hate myself so you can love me more When did I become so desperate? Break the mirror on my bedroom door How much longer can I do this for, do this for? (When did I become so) When did I become so insecure? I hate myself so you can love me more When did I become so desperate? Break the mirror on my bedroom door When did I become so When did I become so Hate myself so you can love me more I need you to love me, love me, love me