The second hand stays still And waits for me until The duty to act, to try and succeed Fills me with hope, the lie that I need The wind it blows my way There's nothing here today To set my mind off of its course To put me astray As I Enter Existence I left my loves behind In hopes that I would find The substance, from which I was made But filled my void With failure and hate I found what I had sought Was not what I had thought It would be, a ba'al of gold An image of me, unhappy and old My mind strives, to understand Why I lied To those who joined me Nothing has strayed me from My true course I had to try I had to die To realize my fate My service to mankind Has killed a part of my soul I swallow my hopes Embrace my fears Since pain, is all that I know Enter Existence Nothing has strayed me from My true course I had to try I had to die To realize my fate. My service to mankind Has killed a part of my soul I swallow my hopes Embrace my fears Since pain, is all that I know