Looking back 
My life in pieces 
Every triumph 
Every defeat 
Final mission 
To build a new world 
Away from danger 
A new beginning 
Free from sorrow 
Mission failure 
At my command 
A thousand lives 
Trapped in suspension 
Nation's pride 
How can they forgive me? 

I remember a peaceful place 
In an old church we were married 
I vowed to take care of you 
An now I have failed that one two 

I know this is where I should be 
To make a stand for what I believe 
To make my own destiny 
To make my mark in history 

I need to show myself 
That all I know is true 
And all the battles, all the wars 
Have led me to this hour 

The peace this world has known 
Is well worth fighting for 
And the ones who saved our lives 
Are well worth dying for 

Change my life 
Change my soul 

Change my life 
Change my soul 
I am ready, release control 

I know I need to begin 
Putting the pieces together again