Near the insanity I feel my soul exposed To the hate that rises in me erases the reason For which I must rebel against my existence I scream with fury “sacrifice this mortal life” My being starts to spoil, my sight distorts the hope The lack of blood allows my head to dellate Without turning back I start my ritual This perfect fucking crime will be against me Drowning in my own being Questions of what I used to be (Questions of what I used to be) As I am dying in this agony, I think If this rope could free my suffering Violation of my so called rights Cold instance obsessive yearning of a true life Those remaining seconds of emotions can’t heal this doubt The ruins of a sad life, away has gone Drowning in my own being Questions of what I used to be No one could brought me down (only me) Wings of suicide forever free