I can't look back And I'm spinning around again Is how it seems Really how it is Where did it start cause I can't see the end No matter what I say it's like I'm born to make The same mistake again I close that door one too many times I change the locks but I break in sometimes I feel at home, restless by design Up against the wall Underneath it all I'm broken but I'm fine Keep it around Like it's my only friend, here I am again Same old sounds are running through my head It's all that I've got left Drowning out the quietness that makes me Think people think I'm crazy But I don't mind No way to hide The shadows of my secrets I can't confide I can't find the words to speak it Where would I start? And where would it end? Up against the wall Underneath it all I'm broken but I'm fine Up against the wall Underneath it all I'm broken but I'm fine