I used to get down Get crazy Not care You couldn't faze me I was waiting for the world to end Never thought that I could feel again I waste time Get blasted My friends, I outlasted One by one, they began to die For some reason I was still alive I open up my eyes You brought me back to life You're the light in the dark You keep me holding on I'm not running I will never be ashamed I'm not the same I'm not angry I'm still learning from the pain I'm not the same Anymore I used to break hearts So dirty Invincible, you couldn't hurt me I was flying high above the ground No one could've ever shot me down I lie for no reason Incapable of all feeling Taking everything there was to take Got caught up living like a fake I'm not running I will never be ashamed I'm not the same I'm not angry I'm still learning from the pain I'm not the same, anymore I was lying to myself I was running from myself I'm not running I will never be ashamed I'm not the same I'm not angry I'm still learning from the pain I'm not the same I'm not the same I'm not lying to myself anymore