Why do you always want me back You use me up to leave me in the past Never sober since October That’s the night that I saw you last Never sleep And when I wake I toss these pills so that I don’t take Close your eyes and count to three I’ll be nothing but a memory Tell me how you really feel Under the mask cause I know what’s real If you don’t want me then leave I’ve had plenty of time to grieve I still mourn the old you I just wanna hold you But the spark it’s gone It went out when you broke our bond I’m haunted by the memories I want back all that you stole from me And I’m still broken after all You blamed me and I took the fall