Antichrisis

Through My Door

Antichrisis


I'm watching your reflection 
on the surface of the night 
Dreams are all that's left for me 
now you're hiding out of sight 

No more skipping light fandangos 
cause our cartwheels cracked the floor 
I wish it could just rain forever 
there's no sunshine anymore... 

Sometimes it almost feels alright again 
though it willl never be the same 

I still not dare to watch them all 
our pictures of the past 
so close to me as I recall 
all the suffering came at last 

Remember when I told you 
about the dreams I had 
in those dreams you were leaving 
but you just smiled at me and said: 

"Don't you see that you were made for me?" 
And then we threw away the key... 

You walked through my door 
like she did before 
and now that you're here 
I want you to stay 
but in secret I fear 

You'll leave through that door 
like she did before 
and all I can do 
is stand there beside 
all battered and blue 

But maybe you'll stay 
just hold me and kiss 
my darkness away 

Deep down inside 
A flame that still burns 
might light up my life 

My love, tonight 
with your arms around me 
we might chase the light