Feel me Breathing Am I alive? Or just dreaming? I feel your heartbeat Within my chest All I know Is heartache and distress This stream of tears And waiting for you It makes me sick I don'r know what to do She holds me In her arms She doesn't know it But it still hurts I cannot feel Love or pain But it's pointless There's nothing for me to gain I sit waiting For her to call My filthy name But it will never come I fear the wrath The wrath of god But she can't love me Time is cruel There's a knife With which I dig through flesh My veins are dry And I am dead Inside, my heart It's cased on glass Throw your stones at will This moment's my last I wish she'd love me I wish she could see And help me through My pain and misery I'll drink this milk This blackened mead In hopes I'll find Some sort of peace Maybe in death, I'll find warmth 'Cause she'd never love me Not this frozen heart So let me drown In my own pain My own dispair It'll all I have To my name Kristal Kristal Kristal i enn mitt hjart Kristal Kristal Kristal i enn mitt hjart Alskar du mig? jag alskar dig sag att du alskar mig