The moon is full My ashtree too While I try to say goodbye To my past my dreams My hopes my life Desperatly trieing not to cry My diary just turns to ashes My money's burning still Hear the last words Of the ugly man Whom I'm prepared to kill I say goodbye Goodbye to you My absent friends But the time was wrong I'll leave you now I'm going home You know I'm not that strong I sawed the chair Underneath my feet My head still in the noose There's no more hope No more tears Nothing left to choose I say goodbye Please forgive me Don't forget The good times that we had The times of dreams The times of laughter And the true words that I said Now the time has come I lost control I spend my days in fear So please forgive me And read those words That I left here I say goodbye