Let me dream of a new autumn light I need a new start at a different time Oh, let me dream of a new autumn light Will you accuse me if I hide There's no place around there where I fit in This life it sucks my dreams away So sick and pale but strangely alive So messed up, the world turns into grey So messed up, my inside looks like war My life is a compromise I can't be bothered to decide I can't see right from my wrong I will have to swallow some pride Let me dream of a new autumn light I need a new start at a different time Oh, let me dream of a new autumn light Will you accuse me if I hide When I was so young and so vain I was winning Pathetic acts for a worthless cause It's a shame Yeah a real shame My inside looks like war My life is a compromise I can't be bothered to decide I can't see right from my wrong I will have to swallow some pride Let me dream of a new autumn light I need a new start at a different time Oh, let me dream of a new autumn light Will you accuse me if I hide So sick and pale but strangely alive So messed up, the world turns into grey So sick and pale but strangely alive All washed up with many debts to pay My inside looks like war Let me dream of a new autumn light I need a new start at a different time Oh, let me dream of a new autumn light Will you accuse me if I hide So sick and pale but strangely alive So messed up, the world turns into grey So messed up, my inside looks like war