These days, when you talk about me Do you speak of my name like a fatal disease? I don't blame you, I'd hate me too, yeah I fucked up in a trillion ways Made you cry in the car You spit in my face But hear me out, I'm different now I'm just wanna try to make you better I just wanna go back to forever Never meant to be that guy But I need to make things right If I could find your apartment I'd find the nerve to just barge in Saying that I love you's is not just noise I would go to jail to prove my point Kill for a chance at forgiveness Pick up thе phone, can you listen? I just wanna be back in your bеd Even if I have to fake my death I don't know if I'd call it revenge but It kind of makes sense when you fuck all my friends 'Cause that's not fair, but I don't care 'Cause I still think if I wait on your porch and I hand you a rose when you walk in the door You'll notice I am really trying Tryna clean the messes that I made up Here's the living proof I never gave up I'm just tryna be that guy who makes everything all right If I could find your apartment I'd find the nerve to just barge in Saying that I love you's not just noise I would go to jail to prove my point Kill for a chance at forgiveness Pick up the phone, can you listen? I just wanna be back in your bed Even if I have to fake my death I just wanna be back in your bed Even if I have to fake my death I'll scare you for the night Just to keep me on your mind and I'll bring you to your knees Have you crying out for me Said you'd miss me when I'm dead If I could find your apartment I'd find the nerve to just barge in Saying that I love you's not just noise I would go to jail to prove my point Kill for a chance at forgiveness Pick up the phone, can you listen? I just wanna be back in your bed Even if I have to fake my death I just wanna be back in your bed Even if I have to fake my death I just wanna be back in your bed Even if I have to fake my death