Close my eyes and then I see the picture I hid inside, underneath all the pillows I’m scared u’ll find the things that I’ve been hiding I’m scared u’ll know how much I care about it But then u walk into the room and ask me what I hide and then I lie about it but you look me in the eyes you told me that I shouldn’t keep this picture by my side The past is something that I need to lear to leave behind But I was just a baby, I didn’t understand it How can it be that you and mommy don’t speak lately And I miss her so much , but I can’t tell you how much I wanna run away and never come back into this house I promise I don’t hate you I promise I forgave you Don’t wanna think about the stuff that I had to go through I’d rather live it all again than write it all again Should have never even said a thing So why do I feel that your love is so real I’ve been hoping to see a change But I couldn’t lie to myself Not a call from you, nothing real from you Not a sign from you, guess I’m not enough for you So I will keep on going, Keep on moving forward, I’m sorry I’ve been growing Without you, please don’t worry So I keep to myself, A lot of things I don’t say Not a victim in my kind Don’t feel sorry I’ll survive If anything I’m better You taught me to be clever Don’t trust anybody Don’t show them that you’re sorry When you’re feeling down Daddy’s not around Keep it all inside, Let them thing you’re so shy Look at me, what you have to say to me You have brought the worst in me I hop you see and take the blame For who I came to be Close my eyes, and then I see the picture I hid inside, underneath all the pillows I’m scared you’ll find the things that I’ve been hiding I’m scared you’ll know how much I care about it But then you walk into the room and ask me what I hide, And then I lie about it but you look me in the eyes This picture makes me think about the times when we were right And maybe we could still be happy but I don’t know how