I did it all to make it feel better I thought I got myself together I was wrong again But I won't let you win this game Cause I can be the one you fear the most I never thought I'd lost all control And I can be the one I fear the most I'll never be the same again I'm drowning My hands were tied my heart was shattered I can't deny, thought I was clever I was wrong again I gave you my name Cause I could be the one you fear the most I never thought I'd lost all control And I could be the one I fear the most I'll never be the same again I'm drowning Will I ever get better?