You were so perfect, when you sang to me my heart beat just a bit too fast You called me beautiful, not sexy, don’t know what you saw in me Kissed me goodnight and I’ve never felt so satisfied You drove me wild, got me spinning, spinning, spinning But I stuffed this up, should have known it wouldn’t last Because I’m not meant for this Had a little too much and got myself drunk, you got to see this train derail Things were going fine so I had to mess it up because that’s who I am Now I’ll spend the night alone, helplessly staring at my phone Because I know you’re not coming back Should have been strong – shouldn’t have let you get to me but You had the power to bring this tower to the grounds And I stuffed this up, dramatically came crashing down Couldn’t help myself Had a little too much and got myself drunk, you got to see this train derail Things were going fine so I had to mess it up because that’s who I am Now I’ll spend the night alone, helplessly staring at my phone Because I know you’re not coming back What have I done? I’ve become someone I don’t know What have I done? I’ve shown a side of me that I don’t have What have I done? I’ve let you see a part of me that I don’t want Now it’s too late, I’ve blown my chance Had a little too much and got myself drunk, you got to see this train derail Things were going fine so I had to mess it up because that’s who I am Now I’ll spend the night alone, helplessly staring at my phone Because I know you’re not coming back