Anata

Aim Not At The Kingdom High

Anata


Bounds of the kingdom divine 
From the horizons of God 
The angel beholds our world in flames 
And the crowds who rejoice 
In both pleasure and pain 
Her heart is filled with tears 
Heavy as wings of the raven dark 
For her father the lord forbade her 
To taste the apple 
That fell to the ground 

For all the pleasures of heaven are shallow 
Though eternal 
I would trade this for a day 
Among the mortals 

For just a day 
I would sacrifice all that was given to me 
My whitest wings, my faith 
And my virginity, so take my soul 
Blacken my wings and let the gates 
Of light be forever closed 

Mortals - Open your arms 
And greet me with what never was 
Given to me 
Initiate me into all that was 
Hidden from me 
My hunger is insatiable, my wish for fire 
Is deeper than the skies 

And like the fallen angels we will ruin 
All that is trying to hold us back 
Virgin maidens are to be engaged 
In the obligations to those of the damned 

And the angel prayed 
To ascend in our world 
As she was given to the flames 
For we are not the children of God 
And we aim not at the kingdom high 

All that is divine is to be dead 
And all that ever was in decline 
For shallow are the pleasures of God 
And I aim not at the kingdom high 

"So give me pain 
Teach me to know myself again 
For self-denial is the norm 
On which all my thoughts 
And identity was formed 
So show me pain 
Fulfill all my dreams 
That have been veiled in vain 
For my blood and my veins are of sin 
And my soul has been sold so show me pain"