Distrust is what will separate 
a close felt bond just dissipates 
wishing time would freeze for us 
i feel as if live's just futile 
love is just so volatile 
i've been waiting all this time 

what have you done? 
you've made me feel? 
i can't believe that this is for real
restlessly sleeping foolishly weeping 
sighing wishing bleeding
yeah 

familiar smell fire touch 
has never ever meant so much 
why aren't you run of the mill
is it because we are the same 
romantically violent, harmful, tame
a constant state of love and war 

and maybe in time i will heal 
from all dreadful things you've 
made me feel 
a four letter word, a suicide kiss
i don't know if i'm ready for this 

I'm dying