Distrust is what will separate a close felt bond just dissipates wishing time would freeze for us i feel as if live's just futile love is just so volatile i've been waiting all this time what have you done? you've made me feel? i can't believe that this is for real restlessly sleeping foolishly weeping sighing wishing bleeding yeah familiar smell fire touch has never ever meant so much why aren't you run of the mill is it because we are the same romantically violent, harmful, tame a constant state of love and war and maybe in time i will heal from all dreadful things you've made me feel a four letter word, a suicide kiss i don't know if i'm ready for this I'm dying