This night, I didn't sleep So I've walked to the sea And then, I found the peace I've looked for in this cold five years I know parents shouldn't see Their own young son dying But what comforts me Is to know that him Found his way back home The sun emerged from the sea It brought me back summer here And then I knew he was fine Because when he died he saved my life So God shined upon me And held my hand, took me off the sea I said "that's alright, summer is back here" And my pain, and my pain faded with the waves