Tom: Am Am - F - E - Am Am hello it's me the mistress Am is there anybody home? F cuz the last place I should be is sittin' here alone E all I ask for is forgiveness E if you've got some give it here Am you don't act much like you need it Am you don't look much like you care Am and will you need me in the summer? Am will you need me in the spring? F I believe my life is ending I don't know where to begin E I've got a page in my back pocket of the seven deadly sins Am and its dragging me around among the needles and the pins Am and I dont need to take a breather Am I'm on the outside looking out Am yeah, I don't need to see your papers F cuz I know what you're about E you had me by the bible and you had me by the belt Am and you had me from the instant my cold love began to melt Am and then you praise me for my inspiration Am asked me for an explanation Am followed up with hesitation F fit my primal expectation E I don't care but I don't mind E you can call me any time Am you can holler through the fortress Am and kick me out of line Am I don't expect it from the grief that gathers in my head F I like suspended disbelief F I like to spend the day in bed E I like to spend the nights in heaven E hanging with the dead Am you know, Judas and his women and the voices in my head Am I've got my eyes upon the mirror Am I've got my hands up in the air F I confess to my distress yeah, I great crazier each year E you know I'd change it if I could you know I like to say that I would Am but there's a war between the parts of me Am the evil and the good Am and you try and stop me i'm on fire Am it doesn't look that way F you know, I used to be a liar F but living's set me straight E I don't come with no disclaimer I'm like everybody else Am we keep our demons on the burner and our morals on the shelf Am and nobody asks for my opinion because you dont want to hear F I swear I'm only human wishing I could disappear E and you must think its an illusion that I like to live in fear Am of a probable solution of why the devil put me here Am and now no judgement call will kill me Am just makes me close my eyes F and I sink into the slumber to the prison of my mind E where I'd love to introduce you E if you found a way inside Am you could sell me retribution and totally demystify Am until i wonder how I got here Am until I don't know who to be F is it better to be grounded? F is it better to be free? E am I better off without you? E am I happier alone? Am hello, its me the mistress, could you please pick up the phone?