Adults talk about youth as the age of beauty But this is such a great lie without doubt In fact my youth is cruel, lavish, suffocating and very very filthy Never enough never enough Never enough never enough Never enough never enough For your fucking pride Never enough never enough Never enough never enough Never enough never enough For our fucked brain Here i am just a forgotten child, just a forsaken life In this normality pantomime People say we've got no rules or shame, but we just hide the pain While we lick our wounds of yesterday Where are we wrong, why we have to pay for what we haven't done I cry All alone now in a dark room I lie Still can't hide the scars i'm bearing I cry I die I lie again 'cause it's so hard To kiss good... Not much more than a child when he told me to give out my body To pleasure his vicious girlfriend Show no fears then again swallow your tears, just try to sell yourself well Welcome to the new century baby I Die Alone Alone