Sometimes I watch and breathe in candles All my life I've been confused As I grew up I filled my cup Even though I didn't want to stay As I grew up I spilled my guts Even though I didn't want to say I see a big boat Riding the big wave Hi John Hi John Takes me right to the open gate Sometimes lost in holy grandeur All my life I've been misused As I grew up I filled my cup Even though I didn't want to stay As I grew up I spilled my guts Even though I didn't want to say I see a big boat Riding the big wave Hi John Hi John Takes me right to the open gate Sometimes I watch and breathe in candles All my life I've been confused