It's louder to me than anything's ever been And the shot to the temple was me giving in Engraved in gold, a yellow spider With a message to stay beside her Oh, good friends i've ignored Let something random decide Of course it's not up to me Now it's here, i should celebrate A course of caution conceit Let me go With one ear closed, one to the ground, Hope i remember when you come around That one true love and all it's worth I'll comb the confines, the ether, the earth Oh, my prayer might be blurred Less real than random besides Of course it's not up to me Now it's here, i should celebrate A course of caution conceit Let me go With all the people i've burnedn There's nowhere left i could hide Of course it's not up to me Now it's here, i should celebrate A course of caution conceit Let me go