Loved

Well, I've been struggling to find myself
When I would rather be anybody else
Tonight I'll lie awake and send myself to hell
For being who I am, and telling what I tell

But you help me fall asleep
Make me feel like I'm worth something
Give aim and definition to sharpen up my blurry vision
An open ear a honest voice, a soothing tone to ease the noise
No cure to all my sad thoughts
But a reminder I too deserve to be loved

Well, I've been bathing in a puddle of self-doubt
When one others happiness succeeds to bum me out
And I compare myself to folks I barely know
And that's just the kind of place
Where insecurity likes to grow

And have I turned into the guy I used to pity and despise?
Because I don't take any actions to make something of my life
With no perspective of a future, no real goal that's in my head
I trade the will to build on something for drinking beers at home instead

I'm so anxious of the years to come, a thought that makes me spin
Dodging every fucking question that has to do with plans or dreams
But there's an orb of light in every cave, it's cliche but it's true
And I'm trying to stay positive, even when it's just for you

Cause' you help me fall asleep
Make me feel like I'm worth something
Give aim and definition to sharpen up my blurry vision
An open ear a honest voice, a soothing tone to ease the noise
No cure to all my sad thoughts
But a reminder I too deserve to be loved