Sometimes life is not fair Sometimes you realize that God is just in your head I don't wanna live so sad I don't wanna lie to myself I wanna feel this sun again I wanna feel alive Feel alive without all my lies Can you see me with my eyes Can you see when I cry (I'm ready to find) Is too hurt to find Is too hurt to find Someone to love What i lost I tell myself wasn't my fault But deep down I'm so afraid from what's going on When i looked to The sky I saw something wasn't right I lost myself into your eyes I'm ready to find I'm ready to find All my notes in blood All my notes come to blood I'm ready I'm really to find