Alex Lifeson

At The End

Alex Lifeson


He opens the books- 
Looks at scenes from yesterday
How they laughed and loved
And lived before 
They grew old and grey
Now he sits alone in his room
And the clock ticks away 
Together they enjoyed 
All life's beauty 
And all it's fears
The lonely cry of his soul
Falls only on his ears 
Each page's photo marked 
With the stain of his tears 

He didn't know what to do
He didn't know what might come

Nothing was all 
That was left of him
Nothing was left 
When she was gone 

The heart has 
A memory so strong
It remembers every right 
And every wrong
On those pages of his long
Lonely life 
He can only see his wife 
He said "Pluck out my eyes" 
He said "Plug up my ears" 
He said "Silence my tongue" 
He said "Take away my empty years"

One last wish
To see her face 
One last breath 
He's calling out to death
One last look up at the sun 
As he picks up the gun 

As he steadies the gun
As he finally aims the gun