counting the days go by one by one telling the same old lie that life goes on it seemed so easy and far away now its upon me and Im hating today and I know that I should be happy a bright new start for everybody but its tearing me apart and its shattering my heart I understand my work is done here but I cant move on sorry of all the times where I went wrong cant help but look behind cuz I cant be strong trying hard to hold on because I cant let go still afraid to be gone but time wont slow and I know that I should be happy a bright new start for everybody but its tearing me apart its shattering my heart I understand my time is done here but I cant move on saying my goodbyes with a hug and a kiss trying hard to hide my eyes from the things Ill miss I dont want to cry but Im proud of these tears Ill try to say goodbye and walk away in cheers cuz I know that I should be happy a bright new start for everybody but its tearing me apart its shattering my heart I understand my life is done here but I cant move on