I've had hands covering my mouth I don't know if they were mine Or someone else But now I feel the cold air on my lips And I'm scared as hell Is this what I sound like? Is this my voice Saying I'm through staying quiet just cuz you hate the noise Is this what it looks like? Is this my life? Walking around in the dark afraid I won't find the light What I lost when I found me What I lost when I found me What I lost when I found me But what I gained Bitter sea, I step in to cross here A melody becoming more clear I tremble as the words form on my lips In joy and fear CH I'm drawing a line and speaking a line But look what it cost me But keeping in line and learning to hide Look where it got me Is this what I sound like? Is this my voice Saying I'm through staying quiet just cuz you hate the noise Is this what it feels like? Is this my life? Every good thing'll always remind me something has died What I lost when I found me What I lost when I found me What I lost when I found me But what I gained