Should I call I've been missing you a little bit more These past few days have been a little bit tough On me but I don't want you to know What's worse The fact that I was just okay being hurt Or that I still sometimes fall asleep to the smell of your clothes And I appreciate That you made me feel enough for you It might've been a mistake but You made me happy Did I make you happy too At least I can say that I tried Though nothing about us was right I overlooked the signs so we could have more time I just delayed the goodbye I knew we wouldn't work out But I still broke my walls down I'd rather you be a memory Than a what if to me Moving on But every time I hear my text tone I hope to see the letters that make up your name Show up on my phone Never thought I'd end up falling for you so hard That you would be my inspiration Every time I wrote a song I'll tell myself I'm over you Finally closed the door on you But I still keep my keys in the same hiding spot That you chose for me We know that's where they'll always be At least I can say that I tried Though nothing about us was right I overlooked the signs so we could have more time I just delayed the goodbye I knew we wouldn't work out But I still broke my walls down I'd rather you be a memory Than a what if to me