I'm scared to sleep, afraid to dream I'm playing out what we could have been And I'm just so tired of holding my eyes Maybe it was me who let you down But all I ever wanted was to make you proud And I'm just so tired of all of this trying 'Cause I've lost my mind All this cruelness to be kind Why's it gotta feel so good to hurt me? Why's it gotta taste so sweet to fight? I'm running and I'll never stay I'm never gonna take the pain Baby you got sin in your skin I'm always getting caught up in your rage And I'm the one who is bruised by all your pain And babe I'm so tired of all of this trying And I've lost my mind All this cruelness to be kind Why's it gotta feel so good to hurt me? Why's it gotta taste so sweet to fight? I'm running and I'll never stay I'm never gonna take the pain Baby you got sin in your skin So don't you call me when you're down Don't you call me 'cause now You put my bones in the ground Your tidal wave to my heart made me drown And now I find the strength to cut you out Why's it gotta feel so good to hurt me? Why's it gotta taste so sweet to fight? I'm running and I'll never stay I'm never ever gonna take the pain Baby you got sin in your skin Why's it gotta feel so good to hurt me? Why's it gotta taste so sweet to fight? I'm running and I'll never stay I'm never ever gonna take the pain Baby you got sin in your skin