40 Watts To Freedom Agony Of Defeat 40 Watts To Freedom I’ve been holding this back for so long It’s all over so tired of looking over my shoulders What you say what you say Is a mistake every day I pray that I don’t break Liar is what you say to me A new disease that I can’t defeat Liar this is fate everything will break You’re alive--alive here in me You’re alive--alive here in me It’s alright I said I’m sorry a thousand times before It’s alright I can see you crawling Broken down on the floor Giving inside don’t deny What you feel for me Everything is alright I’m still breathing life is deceiving These addictions are killing me Why you betray all Every word that you say is ok It never meant anything And I’ve been waiting for so long Never come back home You’re alive--alive here in me I have these questions with no answers They’re buried inside of me I have no reason that I can give you It’s inside but I’m still breaking