I'm restless every night, my heart's on fire My life's on the line and I know why… While I'm just a number in a file I'll not rest in peace till let me die Everywhere I look a spy - Watch out or you'll soon be surprised… I dread that I'm alive… Waiting 'til the force arrives - It's coming in disguise When it indignifies… I wanna go where things don't torment my mind I jump up when I hear a noise at night Yes, my - even my friends may take a side Silence kills - n' makes me think of suicide… Like clouds above the waves The wind above the lake Like liberated prey I'll disappear and fly away Fly away - like clouds above the waves.