Suffocation

Just for you 
I opened up 
Is this true? 
Or just another joke? 

Insomnia 
Reigns over me 
Heart beats fast 
Again another show? 

Insidious 
And false insights 
Again I ask 
Was I so blind? 

What's the point of being here? 
Misery is oh so near 
Happiness has fled away 
I hope it will return one day 

Yeah, that's life 
Where I am trapped inside 
Why can't I be me? 
Why can't I be free? 

Suffocated 
In my feelings 
Suffocated 
In hypocrisy 

Still I hope 
That I can hope 
In my hell 
Once a happiness-well