I don't dream much anymore 'Cos sleep don't come easy for A fool who's failed at everything There's no way that I'm making it through I don't feel myself at all As you rise I slowly fall So I choke and I ache On my own jealously No I'll never be happy for you (Oh no) You can't rely on me (I don't know) If I can rely on you (I'm no good) Don't ever rely on me Just let me rely on you Well I know it's self absorbed But I'd like to be adored I know it's fake but I can't relate To the world in the way that you do I don't see the point at all As my skin begins to crawl So I laugh and I drink so that nobody sees It's a lie that I'm selling to you No love Just lies