How am i still here? Institution How am i still here? Recovery, remedy Pills and alcohol Psychiatry Please humanize me Difficulty of being social Inner demons, a rat inside of me Scars for lifetime Elämä tänne toi, pois se myös vie (life brought here, it also took it away) Dire empty space equals death Dire empty space inside of me Mistrust ruining personal relationships Anger, the flames grow higher, hellfire Happy and sad, manic and depressed And everything between of them Dire empty space equals death, inside of me