Woe is he of excessive faith I'd like to think of heaven as a solitary place Standing close to the edge of fate The skies are disappointments of broken gates Don't walk away, I still remember the look on your face And I'm still wondering why, why I left this world behind Don't forget me when I disappear Sit back down cause this is really happening I don't know how I'm gonna make it through it this time You're so far from me, you seemed so much closer But I finally cut you off from my shoulder I welcome change even if it will tear us apart I can't control my heart I'm lost, can't seem to find anybody around Cause I've been waiting for you You've been evading me And lately I'm fading Take me back into my downstairs bedroom Where we were known to do What we do when the moon Would show it's face by the afternoon Never really meant enough to throw it away Because I didn't even see it till I saw you today And now I'm really fucking feeling like a kid anyway So just stay Don't forget me I know I try to disappear I'm not even real Tell me one more time That I'm still alive Something tells me I'm not ready for what I'm expecting I'm so tired of this so tired of this Something tells me I'm not ready for what I'm expecting I'm so tired of this so tired of this I'm better off when I'm nowhere to be found I'll keep myself drunk in bed inside my parents house I'm locked inside with time to kill I'm abusing sleeping pills Sit back down cause this is really happening I don't know how I'm gonna make it through it this time Sit back down cause this is really happening I don't know how I'm gonna make it through it this time Something tells me I'm not ready for this let-down I'm expecting I'm so tired of this Something tells me I'm not ready for this let-down I'm expecting I'm so tired of this Something tells me I'm not ready for this let-down I'm expecting I'm so tired of this Something tells me I'm not ready for this let-down I'm expecting I'm so tired of this